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Peter Reynolds
http://www.dorsetecho.co.uk/news/8816398.MP_Richard_Drax_s_blog_comments_offend_gay_community/

Unmasking a narcissistic and greedy politician (IMHO), with a possible financial interest in promoting medicinal cannabis. It's a long read, but worth it.

http://www.uk420.com/boards/index.php?showtopic=284529

Or a listen: http://traffic.libsyn.com/dopecast/Dopecast302.mp3
http://traffic.libsyn.com/dopecast/Dopecast303.mp3
http://traffic.libsyn.com/dopecast/Dopecast305.mp3
http://traffic.libsyn.com/dopecast/Dopecast310.mp3

Petition: http://www.change.org/petitions/peter-reynolds-resign-as-leader-of-the-uk-political-party-clear

http://www.campaign.mondialvillage.com/

Caps: http://peterreynoldsinhisownwords.tumblr.com/

http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/2012/02/15/peter-reynolds-vs-everyon/
http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/2012/03/30/peter-reynolds-lol/
http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/2012/03/30/peter-reynolds-clear-rolling-updates/
http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/2012/03/30/peter-reynolds-clear-rolling-updates-30th-march-2nd-april/

http://pukusersinterviews.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/puk-interview-with-chris-bovey.html

http://alunbuffry.blogspot.com/2012/01/peter-reynolds-leader-of-cannabis-law.html

http://freedomcannabiswatch.wordpress.com/

http://ssdp-uk.blogspot.com/2012/01/statement-regarding-peter-reynolds-and.html

http://www.indymedia.org.uk/en/2012/01/490924.html

http://www.myspace.com/rememberbizivol/blog/545141762

http://www.throughmyspecs.com/2012/01/good-bad-and-peter-reynolds.html
http://www.throughmyspecs.com/2012/01/along-with-meaning-of-life-peter.html
http://www.throughmyspecs.com/2012/03/oh-peter-reynolds-how-i-have-missed.html

http://www.urban75.net/forums/threads/100-000-new-well-paying-jobs-created-through-compassionate-medical-marijuana-legislation.282086/page-15

http://coffeeshopdirect.info/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=19490

http://www.melthomas.info/clear.htm

http://www.theweedblog.com/what-is-uk-cannabis-activist-group-clear/



http://politicsuk-myview.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/what-now-for-clear-peter-reynolds.html



http://blog.revisiondrugs.org/the-peter-reynolds-situation-is-not-clear-at-all/

Phone call between Denzil White and Peter Reynolds:
http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/peter-reynolds-denzil-white-transcript/
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=4c9_1333423556
http://www.mediafire.com/?6aek7jqsj6co8ok
http://www.putlocker.com/file/918D50F915FBC98A

http://www.tokeofthetown.com/2012/04/whos_in_charge_at_uk_cannabis_law_reform_group_cle.php

http://www.theweedblog.com/what-is-the-true-story-of-the-uk-cannabis-activist-group-clear/

http://reynoldswatch.blogspot.co.uk/2012/04/pot-swingers-and-far-right.html

Peter Reynolds 2

http://www.sarahmcculloch.com/blog/2012/04/25/difference-clear-zimbabwe/

http://ukcia.org/wordpress/?p=1410

http://www.ccguide.org/interview_reynolds_politiksuk_april_29.html

http://www.tokeofthetown.com/2012/06/uk_cannabis_group_makes_unauthorized_withdrawals_f.php

http://ukcia.org/wordpress/?p=1453

http://peter-reynolds-watch.com/

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Good videos, and personally I love his accent.



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THE PATHOLOGICAL: A CHILD PRODIGY-SAVANT OF
HUMAN BEHAVIOR

by Sandra L. Brown, M.A.

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Miscellaneous Ramblings

This is a digest of stuff I've written recently about the NS. I decided I wanted to put it all in one place, and I'll probably update it as and when.

ETA: Forgot to say, there's a dating update in there too.
I've also been adding useful links to this post.
http://meggypeggy1.livejournal.com/10830.html

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Poem

My daughter wrote this when she was thirteen. How prescient of her.


Sad Truth

If beauty comes from within,
Then why do you seek the most attractive?
If love is in the heart,
Then why do you approach the superficial?

An ignorant,
Naïve mind you bear,
Your imagination is of a foolish now,
An inconsiderate world where the future has no place and others are of no issue,

You pretend to understand the insightful honest words of those around you,
But then curse their truths behind their backs,
You are hypocritical and deceitful,
But you experience no guilt,
No shame,
And no dignity,

You gain kicks from the pain of others,
They are your victims,
You lead them into a trap where they are positive you are their friend,
You gain their trust and then use them as guinea pigs to test your latest emotional prank,
You live off their money and achievements,

And then,
With one harsh sentence,
You hit them with the reality of your cruel trickery,
And laugh as they take one look back at a fake friendship and break down,

But the truth you hide lies within your soul,
Beyond your treacherous heart and your rotten thoughts,
A truth that you are aware of,
And deeply resent,

One where you are being used,
Your ideas sucked dry,
A truth where you are not in control,
One where you are looked down upon,
A sad reality,
Where you,
Are the real victim…

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I've been finding this site helpful

http://www.lovefraud.com/
http://www.lovefraud.com/blog/2007/12/11/should-i-warn-the-sociopaths-next-victim/

I put everything together. My memories of the last five years, what I've been told by other people, what I found on my hard drive and publicly available information on the Internet.
I am now 100% certain my ex is a sociopath. All I can say is Thank God he found more lucrative prey.
I'm drawing a line under this now. I'm free.


ETA: That should be Narcissistic Sociopath. This is chilling, and I now recognise so much of it. http://www.psychforums.com/narcissistic-personality/topic42166.html
http://cyberpaths.blogspot.com/2006/12/lures-of-online-predator.html
http://nightvisionforwomen.com/loser.aspx
http://www.runboard.com/bnarcissisticabuserecovery.f4.t153
http://laurakamienski.blogspot.com/
http://laurakamienski.blogspot.com/2008/11/story-of-bob-and-laura-as-told-in.html
http://www.runboard.com/bnarcissisticabuserecovery.f29.t64
http://www.cheating-infidelity.com/Home/narcissism/narcissistic-personality-disorder-how-to-recognize-a-narcissist.html
http://www.enotalone.com/article/4291.html
http://www.youarenotcrazy.com/
http://www.lovefraud.com/blog/2007/08/05/7-points-to-remember-about-dating-and-predators/
http://heartless-bitches.com/rants/manipulator/special.shtml
http://www.esnips.com/doc/c37616ba-3b10-4429-849f-fdf62461ee83/Narcissism-Book-of-Quotes
http://www.truthaboutdeception.com/community-features/message-board/7-recovery-and-support/20181-i-cheated.html
http://www.healthyplace.com/personality-disorders/malignant-self-love/surviving-the-narcissist/menu-id-1469/
http://www.sott.net/articles/show/153745-Hurting-you-isn-t-something-narcissists-do-by-accident%3Cbr
http://postsociopathica.blogspot.com/
http://www.lovefraud.com/blog/2010/10/07/reconsidering-the-essence-of-sociopathy/
http://www.interviewmagazine.com/culture/conscience-lack-of/
http://www.lovefraud.com/blog/2010/09/27/letters-to-lovefraud-should-i-warn-the-next-victim/
http://www.lovefraud.com/blog/2010/10/21/cutting-ourselves-some-slack/
http://abusesanctuary.blogspot.com/2009/02/romantic-sociopath.html
http://thenarcichronicles.blogspot.com/2010/02/letting-go-of-narcissist-grip.html
http://www.womansavers.com/find-safe-love.asp
http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-A-___-Ask-Me-Anything/757599
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=82732982458&v=wall#!/group.php?gid=82732982458&v=info
http://www.aftermath-surviving-psychopathy.org/index.html
http://narcissistic.co/
http://www.vainencounters.com/
http://www.sott.net/articles/show/144795-What-Psychopath-Means-It-is-not-quite-what-you-may-think
http://abusesanctuary.blogspot.com/2011/02/relationship-cycle.html
http://www.lisaescott.com/welcome
http://narc-attack.blogspot.com/2006/09/narcissists-are-from-pluto.html



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I know what you are

You have no interest in power. To the contrary, you are the sort of person who really does not want much of anything. Your only real ambition is not to have to exert yourself to get by. You do not want to work like everyone else does. Without a conscience, you can nap or pursue your hobbies or watch television or just hang out somewhere all day long. Living a bit on the fringes, and with some handouts from relatives and friends, you can do this indefinitely. People may whisper to one another that you are an underachiever, or that you are depressed, a sad case, or, in contrast, if they get angry, they may grumble that you are lazy. When they get to know you better, and get really angry, they may scream at you and call you a loser, a bum. But it will never occur to them that you literally do not have a conscience, that in such a fundamental way, your very mind is not the same as theirs.

The panicked feeling of a guilty conscience never squeezes at your heart or wakes you in the night. Despite your lifestyle, you never feel irresponsible, neglectful or so much as embarrassed, although for the sake of appearances, sometimes you pretend that you do. For example, if you are a decent observer of people and what they react to, you may adopt a lifeless facial expression, say how ashamed of your life you are, and talk about how rotten you feel. This you do only because it is more convenient to have people think you are depressed than it is to have them shouting at you all the time, or insisting that you get a job.

You notice that people who do have a conscience feel guilty when they harangue someone they believe to be "depressed" or "troubled." As a matter of fact, to your further advantage, they often feel obliged to take care of such a person. If, despite your relative poverty, you can manage to get yourself into a sexual relationship with someone, this person - who does not suspect what you are really like - may feel particularly obligated. And since all you want is not to have to work, your financier does not have to be especially rich, just relatively conscience-bound.

http://www.cix.co.uk/~klockstone/spath.htm

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Internet dating #6

I had a lovely evening with this bloke.

http://www.youtube.com/user/StaccatoArt#p/a/u/1/GKumD4m-Cv8

http://www.staccato-art.co.uk/HOME_FRAME.htm

I really liked him, but I'm determined not to jump in feet first just because we have so much in common. I've made that mistake before. First impressions are good, he seems as keen as me, and says he'll ring tomorrow evening, but I'm definitely going to take this slowly and get to know him before I contemplate a relationship.


In other news, I had an email 'conversation' with my ex. I did try not to email him, and I held out for four days, but late last night I sent this, titled Update. Pardon my bad grammar. I was slightly stressed, but completely sober.

"I know what you did. I found the evidence on my hard drive. You complete and utter contemptible piece of shit."

He replied this morning with

"i did nothing wrong
you have a serious case of not being able to let something go after it has obviously finished"

So I fired off a reply at 11am

"You have an odd idea about what is wrong. You made a serious and calculated attempt to find someone new, and when you did, you dumped me. The whole first half of 2009 was a tissue of lies, and you continued to lie to me up until I broke off contact in April of this year.
As I said, complete and utter piece of shit.
Don't worry though, I won't tell (internet girlfriend). I would dearly like you to leave Norwich and not come back.
Your kids will find out though. I'm not keeping it a secret."

It is now 1am. There has been no reply.

Can we say pwned?

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Pants on fire

Well, I was sorting out my hard drives last night and found a folder that my ex had left on there, so I decided to go through it and keep anything handy and delete the rest. Oh my. What perfidy. Going back at least 5 months before he dumped me. It has actually helped, because a lot of things are now far more understandable, and I realise the extent of his lies and hidden agenda.

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Enjoy your new life

I am hurt. When you said we were together forever I believed you, and responded according to that. As far as I was concerned, that was it for me. Believe me, there were times when I seriously considered dumping you, for various reasons, but I didn't, because I thought we had a pact akin to marriage. You know, the "In sickness or in health, for better or worse, etc., etc...

I am deeply hurt.

Please do not say those words to another woman unless you really mean it.

I never want to see you again.



Post the eucryl and forget about the flooring.

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